Icey Sunday

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QS4pOZ42-n8

Life, it's what happens when you wake up and every week

is a snowman. It's been six months now since I have been back to my apartment.

Before that I was away 9 months at psych rehab, a halfway house although in

my case it was just a safe house. This is how I have used halfway houses in the past. Just to live

there temporarily until I get my mind back.


A lot of people use halfway houses as such, not everyone is there forever. And before that

I was in a ward for a month. So I was away for a year. No poker was played in this time

obviously. In my previous post I called myself a grinder and I was before my recent

meltdown, but I'm not a grinder anymore. Being lucky to put in 15 hours in per week it's

become a hobby. The goal is to put in at least 20 hours per week from now on. would much

rather just sit back with a 40 and watch the Celtics though (who are the sickest this year)

I have obligations 15 hours a week and there is less time since my semi-pro days. Free time

has a negative connotation, but to me free time means having more of life than someone who

works 40 hours a week. Having friends can be a qualification to having a life as well. Just a

by-product of our society. A lot of people choose to be alone. Just because you have a bunch of

friends and that doesn't mean you have to throw it into people's faces. How ridiculous and

juvenile. And people have to stop beeping their horns so much. There is so much impatience

out there its insane. Seriously if someone takes an extra second to start up on a greenlight,there

is no need to beep your horn. That's my communication to the outside world for now.







I quit smoking. It has been 5 weeks and two days now. Been smoking 10 years. I am however

snussing. Don't know what it is? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=05q6Cr5LRig




Might be getting a couple kittens form the shelter too. Haven't figured out where to put the fish

though so that the kittens won't eat her. My goldfish's name is "jesta" And yes I talk to her.

Gonna go now and watch some football. Patriots are on at 4, but I usually watch the other

games too. Or maybe I'll go piss off a bunch of people on an Internet forum. Maybe both.


Finally, In order to get some of these corrupt regressive elements out of our

government one of the things that will help is breaking up the monopoly the democrats and

republicans hold on our government. There are other options out there, different ideas and

opposing viewpoints. The public should be made more aware of them.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4FYBWEQlso

I've voted third party before and was well aware of the candidates this past election, but still

voted Obama. Libertarianism, untethered capitalism, would be a disaster at this point in our

countries state affairs. Never been a fan of libertarianism.