Sunday, July 26, 2009

i've got 240 channels of shit on the tv to choose from

song of the month

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TIEma4NAc9w

so i have been putting i n the hours lat week and my poker blance is up to $4300. I'm about 100 vpps to get the $285 bonus. I shot up to $4800 then went back down to $4100 then went up to $4600 then hit a downswing and dropped to $3800. Fought my emotions and continued to play to get back up to $4300. Saturday I played drunk and don't hardly remeber playing which was my latest session. I started drinking vodka around 10 in the morning and had consumed about half a handle until that night.

Been fighting depression all week. I am just happy I have held on to my job though. No matter how demeaning it is and insignifacnt I have kept this job for half a year and only missed one week which was b/c of my shingles. Havent missed a day otherwise. You see in the past when I got depressed I would just qit work and nurse my wonds in bed, but I have gotten better at handling the depression and I fight through it and fullfill all my obligations regardless.

With my job and the poker I'm taking in about 3k a month which isn't bad. I can live off of it. I really havent been playing online poker for very long, but it looks like I can take in 3k a month whikle only having to work a real job 10 hours a week.

might be able to make more when i move up to the 50's or could even m,ake more at the 30's, thats a conservative guesstamite.


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