i've got 240 channels of shit on the tv to choose from

song of the month

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TIEma4NAc9w

so i have been putting i n the hours lat week and my poker blance is up to $4300. I'm about 100 vpps to get the $285 bonus. I shot up to $4800 then went back down to $4100 then went up to $4600 then hit a downswing and dropped to $3800. Fought my emotions and continued to play to get back up to $4300. Saturday I played drunk and don't hardly remeber playing which was my latest session. I started drinking vodka around 10 in the morning and had consumed about half a handle until that night.

Been fighting depression all week. I am just happy I have held on to my job though. No matter how demeaning it is and insignifacnt I have kept this job for half a year and only missed one week which was b/c of my shingles. Havent missed a day otherwise. You see in the past when I got depressed I would just qit work and nurse my wonds in bed, but I have gotten better at handling the depression and I fight through it and fullfill all my obligations regardless.

With my job and the poker I'm taking in about 3k a month which isn't bad. I can live off of it. I really havent been playing online poker for very long, but it looks like I can take in 3k a month whikle only having to work a real job 10 hours a week.

might be able to make more when i move up to the 50's or could even m,ake more at the 30's, thats a conservative guesstamite.

RWM's thoughts

since it's july 4th or thereabouts, I figured I would let my cat Runs With Mice write a brief statement. Ever since I told her I had a blog she has been bugging me to write an entry. First off of course this is HER song of the month. I decided to let her pick the song of the month, this entry is kind of her thing. Here is Runs With Mice's song of the month.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZZivl5iKCo

here is Runs With Mice:

Hello I'm Run Wit Mouse, duval76' ams kitty ma cat! It's been six months now that I have living been , ben.. benn living been duavl76. Most of the days is what I do I just lay on the armchair and i tell you wat tend to sleep all days until four. Duval76 like to watch the TV and I keeps a tellin go t gos for the poker, but he just keeps watchin. My favorit TV shows he watches are cheers and queer eye for the straight guy.

Duval76 he works for two of the hours and all he does is mop the floor! But I get nervous when he left cuz I dont like him gone. Howm I surposed to eat i cant go out site and eat a mousey. So i greet duval76 when he comes back from mopping the floor like I was a doggy and I is very happy to sees him back cuz is the when he come back sometime to fill my water. And every week the check comes from the governament.
-runs with mouse

_end transmission_

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK.
So that's my cat Runs With Mice. I do watch queer eye for the straight guy every now and then. Kind of embarrasing, but that show just kind of draws me in and I have to watch it. I haven't played poker in three weeks. Was actually very sick for a week with an unexpected ailment-shingles. Shingles is much more common in those who are 60 or over or whose immune system is compromised. But I got it anyway. A week before having shingles I had the flu so my defenses were down. I had the shingles on my lower back and couldn't walk or stand up for three days, it was brutal.

Im at $3100 in my poker account. Trying to save up money to get the fuck out of dodge. To re-invent myself elsewhere and be financially independent. Reading a great book right now called "galilee" by clive barker. Clive barker is kind of a poor man's Stephen King. Last I read of Barker was "the damnation game" which was also engrossing. I'm sure all of my readers have now finished "confederacy of dunces" which I mentioned a couple of months ago. "Galilee" is 600 pages so I will give you some time, but get reading.

pace, duval76